i couldnt remember my other password so here it goes

and its been forever and week since i have updated but this was my past week

my life sucks. end of story no seriously in the train derailment of life i didn't hit a penny i hit a fuckin quarter.

mom doesn't like. it's slowly sinking in.

i meet someone who i finnaly believe is different but alas the only thing different about her is that she was raised in the town i love to hate.

and she says i have to pretend to like her at work (YES I WORK WITH HER) to make things easier. yeah hun just like the way you pretended to care.

i don't want to go off on a tangent here but i feel disappointed and i think that's a first for me.

so saturday afternoon i spent at the lake (please add the victoria doesnt like her ex girlfriend power point presentation here) and saturday night i spent in the er. which was concluded with my ex bitching my poor sick ass out because i didn't call her to rescue me. of course this was after she bitched me out for having an asthma attack in the first place. hello you were too drunk to drive. i couldnt breathe i didnt need to be in a wreck too.

clarification: i think it was sunday morning. and the only good thing about a visit to the er is that i work there. so i get faster service. not exactly self service but close enough.

and sunday i washed the car. in which i discovered i haven't lost a thing. my dykish self in her cheap little car with a rainbow sticker can still get hit on by a guy. he offered to clean my engine but i wasn't sure what he meant.

so i spent 3 hours washing and waxing J-LO (thats my car) which was 2 hours and 45 minutes longer than it took me to decide that i don't like people who want me to feel guilty for not wanting to need them (i should just publish cliff notes on this disaster)

anyway it was then off to a 5 hour study session for a test i have to take to determine if my salary will be cut. gee what pressure. and did i mention it was a math test. and that math gives me hives.

and i forced my self to stay awake last night because i was to work the graveyaard at work. no not the morgue but the oh so wondeful overnight expierence with the pharmaacist who smells like a best value cigarette factory.

but alas no such luck. i was called today at around 1pm and told to come to work at 3pm. gee what a wonderful way to ruin a nap.

where of course i run into the exgirlfriend who doesnt like my silent treatment but instead wants to make me hurt.

and to top the evening off i had to go back to the er. to get serviced. because in my slightly stressful few days i relaxed just a little too much and squirteted some cerebryx in my eye.

and yeah for 35 minutes i had to have 1000 mls of normal saline flushed into my eye.

i must have pissed in someone's oatmeal last week.

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