You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
i can't sleep tonight. i just don't want to crawl into that bed alone. i'm not one who needs someone to feel complete. but i can't stand the emptiness right now. and it makes me feel pathetic. i've had enough scars and i'm not about to pick at them.
this moment just feels wasted. no explanations. no bullshit. no reasoning. there's just things you know.
i'm (or you're) afraid of becoming the image that (you/me) perceive of me/you.
that's another one of the secrets i take with me.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
god, this turning "i am turning 30" year is a drag.
trust me (so much in those 2 words that i need to remember)
there's just too much that time cannot erase
