so i was thinking in between the hours of my phone call and yours.

.... why did i call ....

i'm too old for those games of "i like you but i can't be with you."

don't tell me that i looked good. don't tell me that you wished you spent saturday with me. and dont tell me you missed me.

in the same breath dont ask if we can hang out sometime soon. cause you were thinking....

you have the one your heart clings too. and maybe for a minute i was okay with that.

but see i dont cheat myself anymore than i already have.

i like you period. end of story. i liked how you felt sleeping in my arms.

i dont like qualifications and excuses.

you needed to work through things. and maybe you wanted to know if i could still be around.

".......... BUT ......" your statement.

i want someone to love. i want to be loved. i want someone to come home too.

well actually come home with. i'm not too sure i can handle the living together situation again.

i dont warm the bench. and i'm not expecting to hit a home run the first time out.

i just already know what i want.

and i'm not going to play hmm maybe this week but if i dont call you for a week will you still hold me routine and not turn away when i want to be kissed but still understand i dont want to be with you right now routine.

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