Hey there folks, let's play a game where I introduce myself.

There is much in the world (and media) at to what is wrong and what is right, what is PC and un-PC, just and the unjust.

Life is a controversy. It's full of all the inbetweens. It's full of the same old blah blah hangups and suprises.

Yada. yada. yada. whatever. pass the curvesior. shake your tailfeather.

Life is a cliche. . .

We are all stereotypes of our creation. You can claim to be different but in the end we all are the same.

I'm gay which makes me both PC and wrong.

it's hip to be or pretend to be a lipstick lesbian .... see the careers of Madonna and Britney Spears.

It's even ok to be a rough and tumble tomboy ... see the careers of Pink and Chloe Sevigny.

However to be really gay makes you a funny joke see the career of Rosie O'Donnell and Ellen

I would never pass as a lipstick lesbian. I look like a 12 yr old boy on the verge of puberty. And I dress like all the frat boys on Real World.

I have no desire to look masculine. But on the other (or the same hand) I would not be caught dead looking feminine.

I am dyke. Some people hate that word but I think it's what describes me best.

Ok if you have to follow all those homosexual definitions. I guess I am soft butch.

I'm a tomboy, and please note the spelling. I have no need to edit the spelling of the word. I am boyish.

My clothes came from the guy's department. Nicely styled, ironed clothes that i know look good on me. On most days you will catch me in a button down oxfod, with the white t shirt underneath and pressed khakis. The slightly baggy jeans, flip flops and some funky shirt are my casual clothes.

I like to look good. period. end of sentence. And I will obssess over what to wear. I guess you could say that is the girl in me.

And I hate it when my boxers bunch up. Yes, i wear boxers with jeans, They are increadibly comfortable.

But I don't demphasize my breasts. I actually kinda like them.

My hair is usally short and spiky. The typical I just got out of bed look that takes about 8 minutes to fix.

My choice of colognes are things that smell clean. Gap, Truth. Ralph Lauren.

My bath ritual -- shampoo, wash with cotton bliss and condition. On Sundays my hair gets an treatment due to all the crap I put in my hair.

My favorite stores -- GAP, American Eagle, Banana Republic and Old Navy. I have a closet full of khakis and polos and T shirts.

And baseball hats are an important ingrediant in my wardrobe.

I am a prep. And very proud of it.

I will treat you right -- flowers, opening the door and small stupid gifts. And I always pay when we go out.

I won't force you to watch sports but to the best of my ability I will explaon if you are intrested.

I love Dave Matthews, matchbox 20, something corporate and depeche mode.

Pat Green and Tim McGraw are great drinking music.

But the majority of my music is Sarah McLachlan, Sheryl Crow, Natalie Merchant and Melissa Etherige. I love the Austin music scene

I love the Texas country of Kelly Willis and Terri Hendrix.

I am not a huge KD Lang or Indigo Girls fan.

And nothing beats some Nelly and J-Lo when you want to dance.

I don't really like beer except for some og the small brewery ones like Fat Tire. I'm much more of a mixed drinks kinda gal. And shots. yes you must have shots with yoru buddies.

I play softball, tennis and soccer. I never really got into golf. I like biking and hiking.

And sleeping. Sleeping in and sleeping late.

I write. I can't draw. I like photogtaphy.

Love musems, zoos and coffee houses

Old school saturday morning cartoons and sunday morning comics.

giving masssages and washing your hair.

yes, ma'am I am a die hard romantic who drives a wanna be sports car.

baths by candlight, picnics and movie nights.

holding your hand, washing your car,

carrying in the groceries and taking out the the trash.

sometimes i can even order wine right.

I'm a flirt. I love with all my heart.

I can be moody and conflicted and sometimes have trouble saying what I feel. But my actions sometimes speak louder than my words.

I'm insecurly secure and I'm ok with that.

My ego is probably too big for me. I can be selfish and shallow.

I'm quiet when I'm upset. I forgive. I learn.

I have a beautiful smile.

I'm a nerd.

I'm the boy next door but I'm really a girl.

And well worth the effort.

ps: i love grape juice

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